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eating corn in the sunshine garden only now i appreciate my moments but still sometimes i sit for hours too stuck just start to cry in the bike lane two days in the dark room dont think straight cant spell my words only now i appreciate my moments but still sometimes i sit for hours just about to then about you in a landscape across my brain
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maybe (1) 01:16
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paul 02:28
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anymore 04:20
oh i am an ocean oh i am lonering but i am not bothered by your talk i am not can i be one too like you can i sing a song like you but i am not bothered by your talk i am not bothered by your talk i just won't listen anymore i just won't listen to the talking anymore can it be what i see im just lone in my bedroom where i want to be i am not bothered by your talk i am not bothered anymore cause im going away and you won't my face till i'm back through the days but if i don't return if i'm stuck a long day in the sun sorry for what i've done
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melt pt. 1 02:20
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seethrough 03:25
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did you hear it i think i missed it the space between me and it i can't see it climb into the cliff (bottomless pit) make sure you are safe (there is no space) hold in your new place hold onto nothing
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maybe (2) 02:40
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he cried 03:09
they wear their hair down all summer guard themselves from a power but in dreams there's nothing of all the days i'm trapped in this haze i turn to you and feel confused now i don't know what to do you say goodbye it only happens twice i rubbed dirt out of my eye you say goodbye tears slip out my eye it only happens twice i walk past strangers solving this space watch them faulter i cant do much better they're around but they're speaking about no one i know i don't know what you mean i mean nothing like the sea pressure on my hands locked interwined sinking into the days i follow you say goodbye covered my hands i tried and ran i cross the land he sat next to me and cried and cried and cried and i didn't know how to take it he was around two bodies jumping and missing he was in two bodies i saw him split spinning now i just take and walk away
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durer 02:20
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sink pt. 1 02:37
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too many 14:43
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hot day 03:20
cutting down all the trees in my street there will be no shade to retreat i'm living in concrete i am steaming take all my clothes off lie in the water someone will see you nothing to cover me when i'm living how i want to will we be burning or already floating now im lying in the forty degrees i can't do anything my mind will be just mush as it dreams of the snow in oslo and i listen to everyone in new york dancing around with their heads in the clouds and i'm stuck immobile
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sense 06:08
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do you mean it as much as i mean it do you love it do you mean it as much as i love it and mean it in the supermarket i won't think about it until im reminded through all the plastic all the letters sighing back at me i'll be walking waiting to go back out
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tummyache 02:34
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maybe (3) 02:40
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to walk 02:06
a door to walk i opened the world
24.
melt pt. 2 10:48
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mum dad 05:38
a song my dad i miss you sometimes a song for my mum i wish i could talk to you all the time when im at home will i be alone everyday i listen to a song and think that maybe you'd be listening too but i don't know what your up to today but i still laugh at jonathan richman everyday i want sing with you cause i miss you and everything reminds of you you're not far away and all i think about is moving far away driving to soccer training in the rain listening to the boys next door i loved it it was every single time thats all i think about when i hear those song i think of you dad every night when im laying down another song plays through my head mixed with the thoughts do i want to hear it again i want to hear it again i want to see you again i want sing it with you again cause i miss you i might not always be happy but i know that i have to go do things with just me mum and dad i love you so much
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raincoat 03:10
i looked into the cabinet inside a heart in a mess luckily i had my raincoat on so i could cry all the way home just one move now i dont have a bed lost my sleep when it entered my head i confuse myself all the time with too many tricks and rhymes i opened up the cabinet (again) it was empty i had no friends i was missing my coat this time but my cheeks stained in the end luckily i had my raincoat a protection from the weather

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these are some recordings i made this year. they are demos, experiments, covers, and improvisations.

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released October 16, 2017

track three by big thief
track seven by current joys
track eleven by okay kaya
track twenty by diet cig
track twenty-two by broadcast

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